you need to let go on a deeper soul level....this will then be reflected in the superficial 3D experience. You will be able to move on without its energy affecting your current reality as you have released it. Release the stories, release the past, release the negative energy that has a hold on you. Imagine expelling it out of your protective energy bubble. Anything that takes away from your inner peace in your bubble needs to be expelled. Feel the negativity, the sadness. Put your hand on your heart and imagine yourself extracting this negative energy and actually throw it out of your bubble. Once it leaves your bubble it cannot return to dwell within in. Now fill your bubble with your feminine soul energy.